Welcomes.

“There is no telling how miles you will have to run whilst catching a dream.”

-         Unknown

So hello ^_^ this blog is purely about confidence, depression, self – esteem, hope and eating disorders. I think before I get into anything I should introduce myself even though you really don’t care. I am Saff, it’s not my real name but it’s a nickname that everyone likes to call me. You can also call me Carter  :)

A little more about me – I am depressed. I have been since December of last year, but I’d say it got really worse in January through to March. It’s quite a personal reason, but it includes loosing friends, people passing away and all the sad stuff. I used to self – harm all through the time until only last week. :)

I’m not sure what inspiration made me want to start up this site, and share my experience with you’s as well as this site just helping you along with the struggles so many people face. I’m depressed, and to be very honest – it’s a part of me that I’m not ashamed to go screaming to the world about.

In school I’m one of those happy kids who is always smiling. I, even, once asked one of these girls in my class who’d you swap lives with? She replied say you because you just seem so happy in life, you seem so happy and you love your life. Don’t you? I didn’t even reply to her.

I’m not a happy kid. In fact, I’m a pretty messed up person who has a lot of stuff to tell you and help you through your problems. Whether it’s depression, confidence, eating disorders, self harm and what not.